Contemplate

Sitting at work, i am trying to contemplate on my existance !!!!
Yeah sure, Right
Whatever
nah i am not contemplating, If i did then i would be very smart. alhamdulillah i am happy with the smartness i have already. I am just trying to get my thoughts (which are blank) on this blog. Life sometimes is strange, It is not easy being a human sometimes i think. I surely miss the times when i was a kid and wanted to grow up so much. Now i am grown up i want to have that life which i never wanted to have in the first place.
I guess it is the Qadr of Allah.
Any way Time Gone never comes back so i should try to put my time to better use. No and that doesnt mean playing Call of Duty or Americas Army 🙂

Interesting if someone even reads this blog,
hmm their LOSS